So things are going good i still feel somewhat lonely idk y I think i just want a family now and i hate waiting for a perfect guy for me. But my tongue is healing pretty well. Those who dont know i got it pierced a week and a half ago. I weighed myself also a couple days ago and i have lost 33 pounds since end of August. Well I gotta go for now. But wish me luck on more happiness and for the perfect guy.

why am I so pissed you may ask. Could it be because I think everyone on this fucken planet is fucken full of bullshit. the only time someone want to fucken talk is when they want to fuck. What the hell is with that?? And then most guys that I find attractive dont find me attractive is it because Im not a stick barbie????perhaps. But Im working on losing weight but it seems who fucken cares. Idk im so done with two faced fucked up selfish nymfo assholes. Im done with it. Im sick of people saying "oh ya Ill call you in a lil bit" NOPE notta. or "ya Ill email you bout hanging out "NOPE notta. fuck you all mother fuckers who think i fucken care what the fuck you think of me. Cause I dont care if you dont fucken like me but I care that you waste my fucken time and breath to become fucken friends with you. Fuck it now I fucken know why I said "fuck you" to all of my old friends because they dont know how to fucken treat a fucken person they think it is fucken ok to walk all over someone and think they cant fucken feel it. come on fucken dumbasses. SO FUCK ALL OF YOU WHO TAKE PEOPLE FOR GRANTED AND ILL BE LAUGHING MY ASS OFF WHEN IM IN HEAVEN AND YOUR BURNING IN FUCKEN HELL. PEACE!!